February 2012
“You are the beautiful distress of mathematics. For you I would peel open the...”
– Mos Def (via awomansplaceisinthestruggle)
God is my everything.
queennubian:
bella4lyfe:
Without God, there would not be a reason to live. He has always been there for me, guided me through every trial, every obstacle. He has uplifted me from my sorrows and continued to bless me. Without him in my life, i would have given up years ago. Yet even though i am not perfect and commit many sins before him, he continues to answer my prayers and continues to bless...
Current Mood: Hurting...
There are days when I want to write the eulogy for my heart.
I imagine breathing without emotion in this world, the numbness that would seem to shield me from the pain. But then, in that space between breaths-I peer deep into myself, and I see the finality of my days--the sum of my life telling a sad tale of regret.
Regret is something I cannot face in the mirror of my soul---to reach the climax of this existence a failure to myself, bereft of honor, and legacy.
And I peer into the depth of my heart, already a battered space, but that fragment remaining efforts more noble strength than I thought. It is an entity unto itself, sentient-eager and wanting to love and be loved. How dare I deprive it?
Who would I be without it?
Who would I be...?
There will be no eulogy today...
I want to rewind all the way back to the day of my...
I found this blanket.
It was in my car.
And now I remember.
Peace
To any and all who have lost a family member, or friend this year...God Bless your Life.
♥
It’s better this way.
Really.
